Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥ 0 Comments

Now, i realised that i have been too foolish,
i've always tot that u were someone there for me when i nided u anytime.
all the days u spent with me and all the memories left,
i admit, they are pure fun and countless.
even thinking of them would make me smile..
bbut wats the use?
those are past.. i mean like mann, i gotta kip moving on.
hahs, glad ur havin fun right now this second....
u would'nt even come to tell me that u started bloggin,
u went others, i mean ur new bestfriends...
i'm not jealous of them, i juz feel that must it really be this way?
i admit, sometimes i dun get u, but now i doubt i even really noe u.
i always tot that u and me u noe will be bffs.
u seemed so different... even now i ask u to spare some time for me, u would not.
rmb the time u gave me the recording.? u sounded like u were really
despearate to leave me u noe.. its like u were hoping this would b fast
so that u could go wib ur other friends .. i hurried juz say 3 words and u left without a gdbye.
but i juz fake a smile so u wun c..
haha yay u fell for it!
btt.. i really really feell sooo sooo sad..
RMB
the time we went to heaven,
the time we went to picnic,
the time we went wif out sunglasses to the beach,
the time we watched our latest movie,
the time we walked tgt to june's hse,
the time we took so many endless neoprints, we were all smiles..
the time we went shopping,
the time we celebrated ur bdae,
the time i chased after u like mad,
the time we quarreled,
the time we patched,
the time we went bugis,
the time we had our shopping rush hour!,
the time we got our legs put into the fish pond,
the time we had wif the rest,
the time me and u baked,
the time we ate many lunches tgt,
the time we cried,
the time we laughed like mad woman?
the time we went to play b.ball,
the time we got into troubles tgt,
the time i got u into trouble... haha..,
nvm i doubt u rmb. hahas u would'nt even be reading..
i guess now we are juz friends..
it juz makes me sosoosoooo sad when u only find me when
something is wrong. u nided help.. but thats wat friends are for.
hah.. i tot u would be concerned about how i'm feeling when i sprained my neck
haha.. in the end u came in my class. i was so happy u still cared.. but u
had to slashed all my hopes away when u asked me whether i got hist bk.
i said i nided it u juz left.. u used to stop by my class to say hello.
but now u walked away without even a goodbye.
haha i'm trying to be understandable. but i tink its juz too long.
i dun wanna do this anymore okay....................
i g...... I GIVE UP!
it took me a while to gather this courage from within to giv u up.
hey thanks horrrr for the times we had.. haha its only 2 days away from
my bdae.. tskk. grats vinny(: u get the "best" bdae ever u had..
haha. no nid to be sad now... nothing wil change the facts,
anw, now u are ready to fly(:
i juz wanted to tell u that i feel happy for u and hope u and
ur new friends get along very well.
i wun stand like a invicible wall anymore.... juz like tat time.
u were too excited to play wif ur friend that u dint notice that i was
juz RIGht BEHIND U.. u came thru thrice i tink but not once did u say
a word.. u juz continued playing like i'm juz an invicible human
standing right behind u like a dust waiting to be disappeared.
dun worry about me hahs, if u ever do..
i'm okay. lifes the same for me.. not too bad not too wonderful.
i'm juz trying to put those things behind us.
maybe u think now im kiddin haha like those times i got angry wif
u but still i forgave u.
but girl, this time's different.. its not the same and it will nv be...
nv will.
there are many many more, i juz cant rmb all at once.

okayy... thats it then. gd luk for everything..
i will juz try to forget as much as i can u noe i will really try and try
and try again and again.
dun worry about haha. u dunid to.(:

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