Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥ 0 Comments

continued.
brb. i go c the porridge.:D
back like after 5 minutes..

the porridge is like more
and more stickier so...
i decided to add in some water
(1/2 bowl) i hope will success
i love the crystal jade porridge
madly:D.

haizz i dun like sundaes cause
the nxt day hav school..T_T
very siann lor. alwaes do
testpapers. zzz
i so sick and tired of it lers lor.

so fast almost 5 le then tmr
wake up and 5.25am to
prepare wth.

irritating i
sometimes wish that sch is in
the afternoon so that i could
sleep again but then in the afternoon
we can play whole day so i tink
morning is so much better then going
to school in the afternoon.

hmmm tmr is maths paper.. then tue is
chi followed by eng then science.
i wish i could go to express next yr
i dun wanna be stucked in 5yr..
i feel ashamed to be in 5yrs.
but i dunno whether i can
go express.. i scared i do
badly then hav to choose 5yrs.

i wish that time would fly
quickly and stop at after
PSLE day. then i could
relly enjoy myselfxP
but i doubt that is
going to happen.

my mum and dad went
to orchid or vivo city
to buy an oven 4 me and
my sister(mainly my sister:D)

because she likes to bake
i mean like seriously, shes
crazy abt baking..

but she bakes alright not so
bad, not so good.its hard
to be a baker tho.

oh and speaking about monday,
i'm so like gonna break
relationship with 1 of my
bestfriend(or shld i say
friend now). she is like so petty
(when i mean so petty i mean
real petty she's like ten times
more petty then i am)

i relly cant go on wif her.
she alwaes complains
at least every 2 mins and
i am like so fed up wif her
complains..

if i dun go her house she
will like sulk,sulk and sulk.
she forces ppl to go
her house adn i went her
house 5,6 times already but
u noe how many times did
she come to my house?

0 not even once. her grandma
does not allow.. and u noe,
her freedom is only tution
and sch.. omg... and she
will only gain her freedom
maybe 25yrs old? like omg..-.-
the last time i went to her
house,
we played computer games
and do homework(but mostly
computer games:D)

then it was like 4.35pm and i go
home at 5pm. she said that she
promised that she would bring
me down to the bus stop
because i duno the way altho
i've been there 4
5,6 times.

U noe wat, she lata then say she
cannot bring me down. and that
day i did not bring my phone.
So if i got lost i cant call any1.

then the worst part was that she
would'nt even ask her grandma
again because she scared
she tio scolding,(zzz scold only
mar at most dun listen lah).
that means that she would
rather loose a best friend
than get a 2~5mins scolding.
i was relly disappointed.

then she did not care me &
pretend to do her own homework.
i got dam fed up and dun care
if i noe how to go back.

so i juz asked her, wher is
the key because i want to go
back myself even tho i duno
how but i would'nt care that
much that time.

she would'nt even show me
wher the key is. i mean wth.
i relly felt so angry that i
wish i could smack her
a thousand times on her
face.

after that i plead her to ask
again(but it was all fake plead
cause i was having mixed feelings,
angry and wondering how to go home.)

then she finally went to asked
her grandma after 10mins of
my fake pleading.

then she say her grandma did
not say anything(but silent
means consent.)xD.

so she took the key and open the
door. i was like still dam angry
so i juz followed about 6~10metres
behind her.

after 3~5mins walk,
we reached the bus-stop.
i noe some1 had to apologise.

so i juz wan to cherish our
friendship altho i am
100 percent not wrong.
i said sry reluctantly in
my heart to her, and she
immediately smiled back
(i mean like of course lah,
ppl giv u chance u dunwan?)

the bus came and i waved her
her goodbye. i mean like
we were friends 4 almost 3yrs
(counting this yr it would be
3yrs.)

whenever i tok to another
friend 4 not even 30secs,
she would sulk a face.
i mean like wth.
attitude sia.
then i would spent most
of my time cheering her
up altho i'm not wrong...

i think i spent time cheering her
up more then we spent
time happily tgt.

when she talk to another
friend i would not care
and juz smile at her.telling
her that i dun mind.

but she doesn't even
giv me some freedom
of toking to another
friend...

i admit we had fun times
tgt, but this year,
she changed to bcom
so petty and complain
queen & this yr
she only apologised
to me once. while i always
apologise to her even
tho i was not wrong.

and worst part is she told
other ppl that i am
so bad cause i tok to other
friends never care her
wat kind of rubbish is that.

i alwaes ask her to sit beside
me and she juz would not
care and sit by herself.

then she says that i did
not bother about her?

i relly want to smack
her a hundred times
now.............

zzzz.

ohwells. i'm going
to break the relationship
cause i cant like
handle it anymore.

she has crossed the line.
(not by 1 cm but 1m)

i relly cant stand her
anymore.

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